ON THE ROAD AGAIN: Life is lonely:
"Where are your wings
when you want to fly
when did you last smell
the smell of the rain
and lie on the grass"
Yeah I really had forgotten that! It has been really long since last I enjoyed rain with my face stretched upwards! Where have I been! I really don't remember anything!
When did I lose that? And why don't I try to go back to the other side?
Yes, one reason comes to mind. This can be it. That one year probably. I lost that one year and I forgot all the previous ones too. The year I prepared for IIT JEE. I seriously feel sometimes that I shouldn't have done that. To sit at home for one year for that one stupid exam. My life lost so many dimensions.
You know, I was energetic. I had energy back then. I could do anything if I wanted to. And I am a waste now.
I am losing words now. I should stop.