void

void

the world is void right now. all of it. its all a blur. no not a blur .. its less than a blur. its blank. a zero. invisible. can't see behind the fog. the invisible fog. i know i get lost sometimes. but this is rare. blurs are fine. absolute zeros are scary.

voids are recursive. you concentrate on it, it grows larger. it engulfes the brain. it sucks the brain from inside. yes so that's where it actually is. its only inside the brain, not everywhere around.

it happens when you try to look inside. and there's nothing inside. there's a void. and you are surrounded. there is no way out now. all around you there's this plane transparent infinity.

you think about the reason. you think harder. you know who created this void in you. you know who's space it is that you have filled yourself upto brim with. but she's not there. she doesn't want this space inside you. she has left. that's why the void.

the void.

On this auspicious occasion of Valentine's Day today, I have decided to bathe. Wish me luck.

By the way, when the world is celebrating the sacred bond between two hearts, I came across this 'Anti-Valentine's Day' SMS that says :

"Never srch ur
hapines in othrs
which will make u
feel alone,srch it
in Urslf, U'll feel
hppy evn when U
r left alone- 1st
anti-valentine
day sms. Proud
to b single!"


Whatever.

My Picture Blog

Looking at some picture blogs, I have been inspired enough now to have one of my own.

And since I very much value my flair for good pics, I would like to give you a taste of it.

Here goes: Photo Imagery - http://photoimagery.blogspot.com/

And yes, I would love to have some comments.

anup

Japan's "real" 3D image projector

Japan's "real" 3D image projector - Engadget

Now that's groundbreaking!

Just think of the applications! And of what this thing could grow into in the not-so-far-away future! I am awed!

When did I lose it?

ON THE ROAD AGAIN: Life is lonely:
"Where are your wings
when you want to fly
when did you last smell
the smell of the rain
and lie on the grass"

Yeah I really had forgotten that! It has been really long since last I enjoyed rain with my face stretched upwards! Where have I been! I really don't remember anything!

When did I lose that? And why don't I try to go back to the other side?

Yes, one reason comes to mind. This can be it. That one year probably. I lost that one year and I forgot all the previous ones too. The year I prepared for IIT JEE. I seriously feel sometimes that I shouldn't have done that. To sit at home for one year for that one stupid exam. My life lost so many dimensions.

You know, I was energetic. I had energy back then. I could do anything if I wanted to. And I am a waste now.

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I am losing words now. I should stop.