the hollow space (in my heart as well as pocket)

There were times people, when I urged for writing anything and everything out of my mind for the world to read and acknowledge. But alas! Good times don't last too long. I, today, am at a loss of words for the loss that's groing within me. Since last few days, i've been feeling a void inside my heart and i'm just so unable to stop it growing. i've been feeling exhausted lately for short moments of time, generally between 10 and 11 o'clock at night. wonder whether it has anything to do with my disconnectin from friends that has happened since i came to kharagpur? or whether the disconnection from that one single friend that weighs (not in body weight but emotions, stupid!!) more than all others put together.

say me some soothing words so that my mind would distract into cursing u from head to toe for imagining me like some old drunken Devdas who's come to calcutta (what coincidence!) far away from his paro without even meeting her for the last time (coincidence again!). In case u don't understand the "coincidence" in the above sentence, then either kindly get ur brain tested for side-effects due to extreme harrassement and tortures, OR, keep yelling at me out of ur filthy drain-pipe mouths!

fine you mudbloods, i leave u here at the mercy of He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named and run off to Hogwarts and save my own neck. By the way, i'm reading Harry Potter 6 right now, bought it for 760/-, my pockets are screaming their pits off coz i robbed them of all the muggle money i had. Tell me if any of u is reading it too, so that i would bomb u with questions and questions about potter to check if u are lying, and ur head would spin like a sneakoscope whizzing around in all the house and finally come to rest on the upper part of the roof-fan after bursting with irritation at me and my worthless, meaningless, boundless, brainless talk. humph!

bye and may god bless you!

until next time!